LET THE POSITIVE POWERFUL FORCES OF THE UNIVERSE OF GOD REPAY ALL MY ENEMIES WITHOUT A CAUSE. THEY VOLUNTEER TO MAKE THEMSELVES MY ENEMIES. I HAVE RESPECTED EVERYONE ELSE. YET IN THE PUBLIC EYES I AM DISRESPECTED DEHUMANIZED BELITTLE DEGRADE AS A 59 YEAR WOMAN WHO SON WAS JUST MURDER. THEY DO THIS RUTHLESS MESS TO ME. A LOVING CARING HEARTED WOMAN NEVER MURDER ANYONE

 DEAR HOLY RIGHTEOUS JUSTICE HEAVENLY FATHER. I COME BEFORE YOU WITH A LOVING HUMBLE HEART.

 LORD GOD ALMIGHTY EXAMINE THE INSIDE OF MY HEART. 

I DON'T MISTREAT ANYONE MOTHER, FATHER SON NOR THEIR DAUGHTERS.

 I TREAT EVERYONE WITH DESCENT RESPECT AND RESPECT THEIR RIGHTS TO PRIVACY.

AT THE AGE OF 59 YRS, LORD ONLY YOU HELPED ME 

TO GET THROUGH A LOT OF STRUGGLES, TRIAL AND TRIBULATION, RACISM IGNORANCE.

 LORD, I ALWAY WORKED HARD FOR MY MONEY. NEVER RAN SCAM SESSION

 TO TAKE MONEY FROM POOR , DISABLED OLDER PEOPLE AND FIND THE HUMOR 😄 IN IT. 

I HAVE NEVER MISTREATED ANYONE MOTHER LIKE MY LIFE BEEN TREATED.

LORD, EVERYDAY YOU HAVE MERCY ON THESE EVIL YOUNG PEOPLE 

TO STOP DOING ME WRONG. 

GRACE MERCY KEEP BEING EXTENDED 

TO THEIR EVIL MOCKERY HEART. 

THEY LAUGH DOWN THE MURDER OF MY SON LIKE ITS A PARTY CELEBRATION. 

THEY BRING CHILDISH DEVIL BEHAVIOR MY WAYS. 

LORD THE SO EVIL THEY ARE INTERFERING WITH MY MINISTRY STREET HOMELESS OUTREACH MISSION TO HELP OTHERS. 

GOD ALMIGHTY STRIKE THEM BACK IN YOUR OWN WAY WITH THE SAME RUTHLESS, BITTER, UNKINDNESS, WICKED MOCKERY HEART. 

BY THE AUTHORITY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY OF NAZARETH. 

I SEND RETURN THOSE ENERGY SATANIC DEMONIC RUTHLESS, MOCKERY UNCLEAN EVIL DARK FALLEN ANGELS 

BACK UNTO THEM THEIR SOULS FILLED WITH ROTTEN DARKNESS IN THE AUTHORITY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND BY THEY BLOOD. 

LORD, YOU SAID IN YOUR WORD " WHAT YOU HAVE DONE UNTO MY LEAST ONE YOU HAVE ALSO DONE UNTO ME" 

LORD, THEY HAVE MISTREATED YOU BY BEING MY LORD AND PERSONAL SAVIOR KING RULER OVER MY HEART AND SOUL. 

THEY HAVE DONE RUTHLESS, MURDERING THINGS 

TO INNOCENT PEOPLE HAS GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT. 

LORD, YOU ARE TRULY THE FINAL JUDGE 

REGARDING MY LIFE. OVER ANY FRAT UNIVERSITY KIDS, THE ALL ABOUT 

MY LOOK YOUNG AND OLD WOMEN. 

LORD, I AM JUST A WOMAN THAT PROMISED TO SERVE AND OBEY YOU AND YOUR WORD. 

LORD, I AM JUST YOUR VESSEL

 TO PRAY WHEN YOU DESIRE FOR ME TO PRAY, SING 

WHEN YOU JESUS DESIRE FOR ME TO SING, PREACH & TEACH LORD WHAT YOU DESIRE.  

LORD, IT'S NEVER BEEN ABOUT LOOKS, MONEY, CARS, DEHUMANIZED BELITTLE DEGRADE THE RIGHTS OF ALL HUMAN BEING. 

LORD, THE MURDER MY SON THESE ENTITLED PRIVILEGES KIDS OF KAREN THINK JUDGEMENT PUNISHMENT 

WON'T COME KNOCKING AT THEIR DOOR FOR SIN DEBT THEYVE ACCUMULATED. 

LORD PEOPLE HAS MALICIOUS RECKLESS INTENTIONAL OUTLANDISH 

HID MONEY FROM ME, DEPRIVED ME FROM, FRAUD, SCAM ME OUT OF MONEY. 

OLDER DISABLED BLACK WOMAN 59 YEARS OLD 

WHO OVERCAME TO STROKES, TWO HEART SURGERIES THREE STOMACH SURGERY. GOD GOT ME THROUGH IT. 

LORD YOU HELPED ME TO RECOVER AND THIS EVIL GENERATION OF PEOPLE DESIRE TO DISPLAY ME BC LOOKS. 

LORD, YOUR WORD SAYS IN PROVERBS 31 BEAUTY FADED 

BUT A WOMAN WHO FEAR, RESPECT THE LORD OUT WEIGH THEM ALL.

 LORD, GRANT MY PRAYERS THIS DAY. 

YOU WON'T ALLOW THESE WICKED HEART

TO GO UNPUNISHED FOR THE WRONGDOING EAGERLY DONE AGAINST ME WITHOUT REASON OR CAUSE. 

LET ALL THE MONEY PEOPLE STOLEN FROM ME OVER THE YEAR 

BE KNOWN UNTO YOU AS SATAN EVIL CURSE BLOOD MURDER, SCAM MONEY. THEIR GREED FOR LOVE OF MONEY

 TO DO EVIL ROOTS WITH IT BECOME A CURSE UPON THEY OWN EVIL, DISOBEDIENCE HATEFUL, REBELLIOUS ACTS, WAYS AGAINST GOD. 

YOU SAID REBELLIOUS IS A FORM OF WITCHCRAFT. THE MORE THE REBELLIOUS AGAINST GOD'S KINGDOM, WORD AND WAYS.

 THE MORE THE ENERGIES OF THE UNIVERSE SEND IT BACK UNTO THEM. THEIR HOUSEHOLD INCOME ON THEIR JOBS, COMMUNITY PEOPLE BECOME

 TO HATE THEM BACK WITH SAME ENERGY SATANIC VIBRATION THEY DONE UNTO ME WITH NO REASON. 

JUST TO BE APART OF GANG STALKERS HARASSERS GROUP FOR SATAN INTERNET MONEY AND LIKES.

WAS IT WORTH ALL OF IT

THEY REBELLION AGAINST GOD WAYS AND LAWS PLACE THEMSELVES UNDER WITCHCRAFT BLACK MAGIC SPELLS 

The Root of Evil (1 Timothy 6:10): "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows" (KJV). It is the desire for wealth, not money itself, that is dangerous.

Tainted Wealth: While all money belongs to God (Haggai 2:8), the devil offers temporary, corrupt, or sinful riches that bring sorrow and destruction (Proverbs 10:22).

Temptation of Judas (Luke 22:3-6): The devil tempted Judas with money to betray Jesus, highlighting how wealth can be used as a trap to lure people away from God.

False Security (1 Timothy 6:9): The Bible warns that the desire to be rich traps people in "foolish and harmful desires".

The Opposite - God's Blessing (Proverbs 10:22): "The blessing of the LORD, it maketh rich, and he addeth no sorrow with it"

WIRELESS REMOTE DEVICE BEING USED ON ME INSIDE DAY & NIGHT. IT COULD BE COPS, TRAFFICKERS OR IVEYO MARQUE DAVID EASTMAN. THIS HAPPENED DAY & NIGHT. I WALK TO THE STORE GANG OF PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME. MY LIFE IS BEING BULLIED BY THESE COWARDLY WHO HELP MURDER MY SON ANTOINE JERMAINE LAX

 I am being cyber HARASS after the murder of my son Antoine Jermaine Lax September 04 2025 these same people were involved behind the camera of his murder. 

They followed me to Mansfield ohio has been going on with Crystal Lashelle Lax for over 30 days they're using wireless devices to watch me inside 

Save Yourself From Self Destruction Dark Fallen Angel Assigned To You. Accept The Lord Jesus Christ To Rule Over Your Entire life

 

Demon of self destruction

A "demon of self-destruction" is a metaphorical concept for the internal forces

negative thoughts, destructive behaviors like addiction, self-harm, or deep-seated shame

My Pastor Evelyn Ponder R.I.P of Griffin, GA

Always preach "If you're ashamed of something, then get rid of it." 

If you're ashamed of how you've been living your life.

The choice you chose for your own life.

Get rid of that demon.

These demons influence people to harm themselves.

Psychological battle against one's own harmful impulses,urges, notion and surges emotional turbulence.

Religious & Spiritual Interpretations

Christianity: Evil spirits can influence suicidal or self-destructive actions, 

biblical examples like the boy thrown 

into fire and water (Mark 9:22).

General Spirituality: Feelings of depression, anxiety, unforgiveness, 

and intense cravings for unholy things are sometimes

signs of demonic influence or "spirits of destruction". 

Psychological & Metaphorical Views

Internal Struggle: It represents the "battlefield of the mind" 

where negative thoughts, guilt, and shame lead to actions 

like addiction, self-harm, or extreme risk-taking (e.g., "Sex, Drugs, and Rock 'n' Roll" era).

Shame & Vulnerability: Shame is a core driver, with behaviors acting as coping mechanisms. 

Overcoming it involves authenticity, taking healthy risks, and being witnessed without judgment. 

How to Combat It (Secular/Spiritual)

Self-Awareness: Recognize harmful thoughts and patterns as the first step.

Discipline & Routine: Create structure to weaken chaos.

Mindfulness & Healthy Outlets: Meditate, exercise, and find positive coping mechanisms.

Seek Support: Connect with positive influences, mentors, or professionals.

Spiritual Practices: Prayer, reading scripture, and seeking deliverance (in faith contexts). 

The "demon of self-destruction" is a powerful metaphor for the human capacity for self-harm, prompting a need for inner work and external help. 

Depression

anxiety

heaviness

rejection, 

resentment

unforgiveness

disappointment

loneliness

misery

depression

self-destruction, 

It will try tell you "No one loves or care about you."

Jesus Christ Love you, this is all that matters in the end. 

Fighting Against Evil Spirits of Sabotage & Self Sabotage Being Close To Your Breakthrough

 Sabotaging demons, often described as a "Spirit of Sabotage," are malevolent spiritual forces believed 

to deliberately hinder, delay, or destroy a person’s progress, destiny, and relationships, especially during times of advancement. 

They operate through subtle, behind-the-scenes manipulation, fostering fear, jealousy, confusion, and self-sabotage to cause setbacks and, in some cases, premature death. 

Key Aspects of the Spirit of Sabotage

Targeting Advancement: These spirits are most active when individuals are close to breakthroughs, targeting builders, pioneers, and those with strong spiritual assignments.

Methods of Operation: They work through betrayal, internal collapse, miscommunication, and disunity.

Self-Sabotage: If external attacks fail, this spirit influences individuals to ruin their own lives through bad decisions, negative habits, and fear.

Partnerships: It often works in conjunction with other hindering spirits, such as those of delay, confusion, and discouragement. 

Symptoms and Indicators

Individuals under this influence may experience repeated, inexplicable negative patterns, such as: 

Constant, failed relationships.

Unexplained, last-minute destruction of success or projects.

A feeling of moving backward despite trying to move forward.

Intense, irrational fear and self-doubt. 

Overcoming the Spirit of Sabotage

Deliverance and spiritual warfare are often recommended to combat these forces. 

Spiritual Authority: Utilizing prayer and the "sword of the Spirit" (the Word of God) is considered the primary defense.

Identifying Targets: Recognizing that these attacks often come in "birthing seasons" allows for proactive defense.

Renouncing Fear: Overcoming the fear and insecurity that these spirits feed on.

Breaking Patterns: Actively resisting the urge to engage in self-destructive behavior. 

 JESUS SPIES EVIL FAMILY HEART

PEOPLE CHANGE THEY STREET WAYS

YOU GOING MESS WITH US

HUH🤔

WE UP HERE RESPECTING EVERYONE ELSE

THEY BEING DISRESPECTFUL TOWARD US

TAKING OUR KINDNESS AS WEAKNESS

I AM TRY ENCOURAGE EVERYONE ELSE 

UPLIFT THEY LIFE DREAMS GOALS 

I GET NOT GOT DANG HELP, 

NO LOVE SUPPORT, HALF DRY ASZ NOT MEANINGFUL CONGRATULATIONS, DON'T BUY EVEN A TWO DOLLAR BOOK. 

OVER LOOK ALL MY GOT DAM ACHIEVEMENT DESPITE WHAT I ALREADY BEEN THROUGH IN LIFE

ENCOURAGE SO THEY CAN THROW WORDS TO DISCOURAGE 

WOULD RATHER SEE ME STAY LOW BELOW THEM THAN SEE ME EQUAL INTELLIGENT 

LIKE THEM

JEALOUSY EATS AT THEIR HEARTS OVER MY PERSONALITY 

LIKE JOSEPH BROTHERS HATED HIM, CAIN JEALOUS OF ABEL, 

RACHEL JEALOUS OF LEAH FOR HAVING BABIES BY JACOB

SISTER JEALOUS OF ANOTHER SISTER

IF I GET VICIOUS BACK WITH WORDS

WE DON'T HAVE THE SAME DADS

I CAN CARELESS IF THESE FAKE SISTERS 

BY BLOOD LIFE ME OR NOT

LIKE THEY HURTING ME AS A GROWN ADULT WOMAN AT AGE 59

PLEASE, I MADE IT THROUGH LIFE ALL THESE YEARS 

WITH STRANGERS TREATED ME BETTER THAN BLOOD SISTERS

I DON'T HAVE TO KEEP REACHING OUT TO BACK BITING SNAKES 

WHO CAN GIVE A FXCK ABOUT ME ON REAL TALK NOT BIBLE VERSE 

THEY WANT THEIR SILENT TREATMENT TO HURT ME. 

NO. IT'S SHOWING THE WORLD ON MY PLATFORMS

HOW HATEFUL THEY TRULY ARE AGAINST ME

IN MY FAMILY MEMBERS CIRCLE 

THEY GROUP UP AGAINST THIS ONE PERSON IN THE FAMILY AND BAD GOSSIP

HERE'S THE REAL POOP 💩 PART

NONE NEVER INVITED ME 

TO STARBUCKS COFFEE ☕ MY FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX 

YET, THESE PEOPLE KNOW ME..

Y'ALL WE UP HERE LIVING GOT DANG RIGHT. THIS PEOPLE WATCH US LIKE MURDERS 

THEY WEAR BADGES 

YET RAPE OUR POOR DAUGHTERS 

USE POLICE DEPARTMENT EQUIPMENT AND DEVICES 

TO SPIE ON US IN BATHROOMS, HOTELS WALLS, HOSPITAL ROOMS. 

YET, THEY CAN'T CLEAN UP THE STREET 

FROM FETNALY, CHEMICAL DRUGS THAT'S MURDERING PEOPLE ON THE STREETS. 

CHILD MOLESTER IN HOMES, PILLARS OF THE COMMUNITY, CORRUPT POLITICAL OFFICE WORKERS.

WHAT PART THEY DON'T GET😕🧐🤔

WE VOLUNTEER BY FREEWILL 

GIVE OURSELVES OVER TO CHRIST JESUS 🙏 

PEOPLE THAT'S BEEN THROUGH HELL WITH JESUS CHRIST 

WE KICKED DOWN THE GATES OF HADES HELL

STREET PEOPLE WHO BEEN RAPED, ABUSED 

FILLED WITH ICE COLD HEARTS, 

COULD GIVE A FXCK ABOUT YOU HEART. DIDN'T CARE ABOUT YOU.

HARD, BITTER, ANGER, HURT HEARTS AND BEHAVIORS. 

ONLY GOD TOOK EX GANGSTERS,GANG MEMBERS, DRUG DEALERS, PROSTITUTES, STREET MENTALITY MIND FRAME 

TURN US INTO JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY FOLLOWERS. 

YOU MESS WITH PEOPLE 

TRY HELP OTHERS IN THE COMMUNITY.

NO LONGER SHOOTING UP MESS, BEATING DOWN PEOPLE, YOU SPY ON US.

THE CHANGE SOULS THAT ONLY GOD COULD BREAK US. 

THE OLD US WOULD'VE DESTROYED PEOPLE, DAMAGE, DEVOUR, 

HAVE THEM FEELING WORTHLESS, 

LIKE THEY AIN'T POOP 💩 

YET, YOU AIM, TARGET ME & OTHERS LIKE ME. PENALIZE US FOR DOING 

THE RIGHT THING & CHANGING OURSELVES. 

WE COULD'VE TAKING THE LAW IN OUR OWN HANDS AGAINST 

**THOSE WHO'VE HURT US & FAMILY MEMBERS

HATEFUL, DEMONS FILLED HEART FAMILY MEMBERS**

WHAT PART OF SELF RESTRAINED, ANGER MANAGEMENT 

THESE PEOPLE NOT GETTING IF WE ALLOW THE OLD MAN OR WOMAN TO ARISE.

WE WOULDN'T CARE ABOUT NOTHING. 

I'M TRYING HAVE STREET HOMELESS OUTREACH MINISTRY TO HELP STREET PEOPLE COME TO CHRIST JESUS, 

UNDER WHERE THEY BEEN PRAYING, PASSING OUT SALVATION FLYERS, FOOD, CLOTHING AND WHATEVER ELSE WE GET..

YOU WANT TO KEEP AIMING AT ME..

DO YOUR GOT DAM JOB THEN .

I STILL MIST BE ABOUT MY GOD FATHER BUSINESS 

I HAVE FOUGHT BUCHANAN MICHIGAN GRAND DRAGONS 

I AM NOT AFRAID OF LIARS, HATEFUL 

WHITE MEN /WOMEN, BLACK FAMILY WHO BETRAYED THEY OWN GOT DAM BLOODLINE 

THESE PEOPLE HAVEN'T SEEN ME OVER 25 YEARS. 

ONLY ON THEIR MIND IS TO FIGHT AGAINST ME NOT HELP SUPPORT POOP 💩 

GOOD 

WHO ARE THESE ALCOHOLIC, DRUG INFECTED, SECTION 8 LIFETIME LIVING PEOPLE 

TO JUDGE ANYTHING ABOUT ME THROUGH ASSUMPTIONS.

NOT SIT DOWN TALK WITH ME DIRECTLY IN MANSFIELD OHIO FAMILY JUDAS. 

WATCH ME ON FACEBOOK THINK 

THEY KNOW ME 

SEPARATED FROM MANSFIELD OHIO FAMILY OVER YEARS THROUGH ADOPTION. 

LIVE IN INDIANA. WHO THE HELL RAISE ME?

HOW THE HELL CAN AMATEUR WANNABE DRUNK DR. PHIL 

TALK ABOUT WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT FOR THE LORD?

WENT THROUGH HELL BC OF THEM REJECTED ME AS A CHILD. 

THROWN IN & OUT OF FOSTER CARE. 

LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. 

CAUSE THEY DON'T WANT ME 

TO WALK IN THAT OLD ME. 

CAUSE FORGIVENESS FOR THEY SINFUL

ASZ WOULD BE LIFTED 

I FORGAVE THEM, DON'T BAD MOUTH THESE IMPERFECT MATERIALISTIC IDOL WORSHIPPING PEOPLE. 

THEY DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING I BEEN THROUGH AND EVERYONE I BEEN AROUND.

NOW TIRED OF DRUNKS, SECTION 8 LIFETIME PROJECT LIVING PEOPLE, 

KEEP COMING FOR FAMILY MEMBERS 

DOING THEM RIGHT

THEY UP HERE TALKING INTOXICATED ADDICTION SNAKE WORDS ABOUT ME 

ALL THESE PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO DO

FIGHT AGAINST THEY OWN BLOODLINE FAMILY 

GOOD AT HURTING FAMILY 

LIKE THEY PENIS AND KITTY CAT 🐈 

GET OFF ON IT

LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE THAT OLD ME WILLING  

MAKE YOU BELIEVE. YOU AIN'T POOP 💩 

LET ME DO JESUS CHRIST, MY BOOKS, 

MY MINISTRY FOCUSED MIND.

CAUSE STREET WORDS. SOME OF THESE NO GOOD MF SHOULD'VE BEEN DEAD 

A LONG TIME AGO FOR AIMING AT ME, 

ABUSE ME, 

DID FXCK POOP 💩 TO ME, EVEN RIGHT NOW ..

SINCE 7 YRS OLD OF THIS MESSING WITH CHOSEN ONE CHILDREN. 

WHY THESE MF STILL BREATHING.

SO IF I HAD A STREET MIND FRAME RIGHT NOW

WHY AM I TRYING HELP OTHERS, YOUNGER GENERATIONS FROM LETTING THEIR BITTERNESS OF LIFE ABUSE, GET THE BEST OF THEM. 

DRUNKS IN THE FAMILY CAN FOLLOW ME OR STAY LEFT IN THE SIN THAT KILLED OFF PAST FAMILY MEMBERS. 

JESUS SPIES WAS FOLLOWING HIM TO ARREST HIM. THEY WAS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO ARREST JESUS FOR. 

LOOK WHO THEY WERE...

RELIGIOUS SECT PEOPLE CHIEF PRIESTS, SCRIBES...

JESUS KEPT BEING JESUS BEING ABOUT HIS FATHER BUSINESS...

JESUS FINISHED THIS FOOLISHLY MESS ON THE CROSS

WE HAVE POWER & AUTHORITY AS WELL

TO CALL THESE HARASSING DEMONS OUT, FILE MISCONDUCT COMPLAINT WITH INTERNAL AFFAIRS, DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE 

THIS WOULD BE INTERFERING IN OUR RELIGIOUS RIGHTS IN MODERN 2026

JESUS KNEW ALREADY

WHAT DO CHRISTIAN PEOPLE SUPPOSE TO BE DOING AFTER THEY GET SAVED & LEARN THE WORD OF GOD GOOD NEWS?

 

   

NOT GOSSIP THAT'S THE TRUTH
WHAT ABOUT WINNING SOULS THAT'S HURTING
IN A MEAN CRUEL WORLD?

I DON'T KNOW MINISTER CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX COULD BE WRONG ABOUT THIS AS WELL

WIN LOST SOULS FOR JESUS CHRIST
TAKE THEM BACK FROM SATAN HANDS

TAKE BACK WHAT SATAN HAS STOLEN
FROM GOD KINGDOM

DO YOU WANT YOUR CHILDREN,

PARENTS FAMILY OR FRIENDS BE THROWN INTO THE LAKE OF FIRE FOR ALL SINNERS
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 MY MINISTRY JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY LLC

IS NOT A SCAM NO ONE WORKING FOR THE GOVERNMENT

HAS A RIGHT

TO MALICIOUSLY INTERFERE WITH MY RELIGIOUS RIGHTS AND BELIEF.

WE HAVE FEDERAL LAWS RIGHT

TO START A MINISTRY AND ASSEMBLE OURSELVES WITHOUT

THE GOVERNMENT AGENTS POLICE OFFICERS TRYING GET OTHERS NOT TO JOIN, NOT TO DONATE TO OUR MINISTRY.

IT'S A REGISTERED LEGAL BUSINESS MINISTRY.

YES, I CAN ASK FOR DONATION

TO SUPPORT MY MINISTRY WORK GOALS.

STOP, INTERFERING INFRINGING DEPRIVING ME OF MY RIGHTS

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SECRET ABUSE AGAINST CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX

 Y'all they get these groups gang of people to follow me in cars, even before the death of my son. 

After my son died like another bite the dust for them and the hateful Mexicans target my family. 

For over 10 years these groups have connected in every City or state I have traveled to. 

They know I can't obtain physical evidence to bring into Federal Courts. 

So they GLOAT to secretly film, watch their black ngger victims 

make them feel powerful over me. because I can remove these wireless devices. 

I am very keen on my surroundings as a single woman. So many people watch them do this to me. 

I never hurt nor harm but watch these cruel silence forms of abusing me and the rest of my children. 

They try to run everyone away from me, family members. They smear my name with lies, stereotype me as crackheads black woman. 

No one support my Ministry, books I wrote, anything I do. 

They try to silence me from my son's inheritance funds, reimbursement funds, social security,  administration funds, laugh at me

Being a below poverty black ngger BXTCH that has to beg others for help. Why can't I have a life like others. 

Why income must be deprived, withholding from me. Purposely sabotage my life. 

Display my medical procedure for others to watch like I'm their black slave on racist TV probably dark web channels. 

Why can't I find these live streams of me. This i👍Pros :s how they play psychological mind games with their victims bc they hope I don't want to look crazy. 

FXCK THAT! I AM BEING SECRETLY HARM. PEOPLE CAN BELIEVE ME OR NOT. I REFUSE TO KEEP ANY FORM OF ABUSE A SECRET ..SO BE IT...

If they are doing me this way. What are they doing my daughters, son Anthony Maurice Verlin Jones tenderloin San Francisco California, what about my grandbabies being dehumanized, belittle, 

DEGRADE like modern days slavery mistreatment. Every year there is always trouble, crisis, and problems patterns around this black family. 

Dominique Sandra Marie LAX has locked up over 20 excessive arrest times or mental health. Natisha Vernelle LAX gets provoked to fights someone following her or threatening to do racist mess towards her. 

They have been encircled for years around our family as they get off and ruin our family, incite, hype. 

They call me fat ass for white men to mock the web, disrespectful towards me, dishonor toward me as a 59 year old older woman. 

THE PROMOTE OR LIE WHY OTHERS NEED TO HATE ME, HARM HURT ME..

THEY BEEN STEALING MY ROYALTY BOOK MONEY, LAWSUIT MONEY, 

ONLINE BUSINESS THEY GOT MONEY COMING INTO THEIR SCAM ACCOUNT INSTEAD OF MY BANK ACCOUNT.

 

I never see any money in my account. This is not normal. They rob money from my gifts, TALENTS. 

Watch me online to steal or use what I worked hard on.

 

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS SILENT GANG GROUP STALKING ME AND I HAVE NO SOLID EVIDENCE PROOF 

 

TO FIGHT BACK AS A PARALEGAL ATTORNEY ASSISTANT/25 YEARS CERTIFIED NURSE ASSISTANT 

 

train to watch, observe and report abnormal activity 

NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY MY OWN LIFE DAM EXPERIENCE 

WHAT I'M GOING THREW

WHITE MAN RIGHT..

MY WORDS AGAINST ALL THEIRS 

SO BE IT WITH TRUTH AND BOLDNESS!!

I'M KEEPING THIS GARBAGE INSIDE ME

STRESSING ME EVERYDAY 

I HAVE NO PROOF PHYSICAL ON PATTERNS, ONGOING SUBSTANTIAL 

JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY LLC (JCM) SALVATION IS FREE!

 

  

The Dark Fallen Angel of Racism By: Minister Evangelist Crystal Lashelle Lax

 

The Dark Fallen Angel of Racism

By: Minister Evangelist Crystal Lashelle Lax

Once clothed in radiant light,
Now draped in shadows and spite,
A fallen angel cast from grace,
With hatred etched upon its face.

Wings, once white, now scorched and torn,
It whispers lies into the morn.
It prowls through systems, hearts, and minds,
Sowing division of every kind.

It feeds on fear, fuels ancient hate,
Turns neighbor cold, manipulates fate.
It stands behind laws dressed as just,
While grinding the powerless into dust.

It cloaks itself in flags and pride,
While truth and justice run to hide.
It whispers, “They are not like you,”
And turns the many against the few.

But its power is not eternal flame—
For love, truth, and courage call its name.
When light is shined, it starts to cower,
Truth robs this demon of its power.

So rise, O souls who see the fight
Expose the angel veiled in night.
For though it flies with cruel disguise,
Its fall began when we opened our eyes.

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LORD MAKE ME A POWERFUL WOMAN OF GOD. SPEAK FIRE 🔥 AGAINST WICKED DEMONS. CALL OUT DEMONS, DELIVER PEOPLE FROM THEIR STRONGHOLD IN THEIR LIVES. NO MAKE ME CLONE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. MAKE ME TO STAND OUT FROM ALL THE REST. SO THEY'LL KNOW WHO I AM IN YOU LORD IN JESUS CHRIST NAME AMEN

 Dear holy Heavenly father I petition you to grant unto me abundant supply of your anointing flowing oil 🪔 upon my head, 

fill up my mind, thoughts, imagination, creative ideas, thoughts, insight with crystal clear clarity to life chosen destination 

 so I may teach others the keys to reach GOD Almighty. Infill me with wisdom than what they belittle, degrade, call crazy, insane, stupid, slow. 

Create inside of me a heart of true divinity of the divine connection, fill me up inside of my heart abundance anointing of unconditional love. Lord, I choose to love others not hate people for no apparent reason. 

Lord, I freewill choose to encourage, inspire, motive, push others up higher in their spiritual walk journey with you lord. I AM NOT on this earth to appease nor please a man. But guide them to look unto your father from where our help comes from.

Release my divine connection blessings to flow unto me easily and effortlessly with my own human pulling. I allow Lord everything that was divinely designed for me before I was placed in my birth mother BEULAH womb. The blessed womb I was inside. 

You already had your own divine blueprint laid out for my whole entire life. Change the patterning game Lord in whom I make connections with 

Pass me to people that alignment is in step with your universe harmonious divine unconditional love, spiritual healing, spiritual growth, spiritual maturity in Jesus Christ leaders.

I petition before your throne with my mind and heart you'll grant me with abundant flowing positive anointing of wisdom uncommon to human men.

That your holy Spirit will keep empowering me with your never ending unconditional love of wisdom, knowledge of and all my getting the understanding of it all 

Wisdom on a woman beyond men with human degrees can't understand how I will know certain things to be just a woman.

Holy Spirit increases inside of me as this earthly outer body woman decreases. Make me into a woman of earth, wind, water and fire with the Word of God 

Make me stand out from the rest, look different from the rest, wear clothing appropriate for a woman of God behind the pulpit, put inside of me creative ideas, style to deliver your words with tasteful Grace, funny, seriously well spoken in the authority name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

Let the Crystal rock, stone the builders rejected become your cornerstone ministry. Become you ⭐Crystal STAR ⭐ sent from your throne Lord GOD to help others find their way back home to the father in heaven.

Take all my weakness on your time change them into my strength books written never read, songs sang never heard the singing, messages spoken never gave unto them because it was flowing from me.

Lord, GOD I was a nobody on this earth that had everybody with a diarrhea mouth addiction to speak bad words over my life, name, reputation, character and existence.

Lord, I spoke words to build up while they join in evil harmony to speak words to tear me down as a faithful, loving, blessed hearted woman. 

They never read my books but spoke evil about them. Never heard a sermon but spoke wrong words about me.

Some men got mad 😡 because I choose Jesus Christ over them. They got mad when they couldn't use me like a sex object, in a sexual immorality session to feed their porn mind addiction, lustful cravings, urges, SURGES, notions, fantasy evil mind filled with the devil porn shows.

They spiteful hearts as men wanted to teach me an earthly lesson by grouping up in the cyber world. 

Put the camera on me secretly so they won't go to prison for abusive stalking, following me, and inviting others to disturb my peace of mind. I rejected them so they retaliated against me over the entire internet.

Its purpose was to fat shame, embarrass, humiliate with the leaders speaking narrator words as others who knew it was wrong. Still follow him, participate in his crime and sin for their own pleasure and internet profits.

Age 59 year older mother of 4 grandmother of 10 loss my son Antoine Jermaine Lax only 4 months ago.

Already cheering 📣 over the Internet to hate me who never murder anyone Lord GOD. This mother lost a child holy father 

Their heart doesn't want people to know how this must feel to lose a child to murder and group of people laughing in my face.

in Mansfield Ohio. 

I go take walks to the store they drive as gang stalkers. No one talk with me as if I am a 59 year old adult.

Everything is turned into this atmosphere of low class ignorant group of low energy functioning people. 

Who swear they are living brain washed life like slave wannabe masters. Low class adult immature rats in sewer pits can't escape one another.

this secret internet group of people who think behind the computers they are above the laws of God and man.

10 years of ongoing childish men and some women game. Lord, I throw these people souls for final judgement into your hands 

After these UNREPRESENTED souls die from this earth. The place of agony awaits them, last divine destination for these people souls is the LAKE of fire 🔥 that no man can put out

CHOOSE HEAVEN OR HELL BIBLE SCRIPTURE .THIS IS NOT ABOUT WATCHING SAVED PEOPLE FOR FAKE WOOD HOLLYWOOD PERFORMANCE...THIS IS TO EXPERIENCE A REAL ENCOUNTER WITH GOD HOLY SPIRIT. TO FILL UP THOSE HOLES IN YOUR SOUL ,,..IT'S ALL DEPENDS ON THE CHOICES AND DECISION WE MAKE EVERYDAY. DO WE CHOOSE TO TALK BAD ABOUT OTHERS OR PRAY FOR THEM? WHICH ONE DO YOU CHOOSE? IT WILL ADD TO YOUR ETERNAL FINAL JUDGEMENT. READ SCRIPTURES, THOAE WHO MAKE FUN OF MINISTER CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX BC THE DEMONS INSIDE OF YOU USE TO BE IN HEAVEN SERVING THE LORD, NOW IT CAN NEVER GO BACK TO HAVEN YOU ARE MISERABLE BC YOUR DEMONS INSIDE OF YOU ARE MISEARABLE THOSE DARK FALLEN ANGELS AKA DEMONS CAN NEVER GO BACK INTO HEAVEN AND DON'T WANT YOU THERE NEITHER, THAT'S WHY YOU WANT EVERYONE TO MAKE FUN OF CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX MINISTRY WORKS BC OF YOUR DEEP HIDDEN JEALOUSY SPIRIT OF MY MINSTRY WORKS

 

What Does the Bible Say About Choose Heaven Or Hell?

 

Revelation 14:11 And the smoke of their torment goes up forever and ever, and they have no rest, day or night, these worshipers of the beast and its image, and whoever receives the mark of its name.”

Matthew 25:41

“Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels.

Matthew 10:28 

And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

Revelation 21:8 But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

Revelation 20:10 And the devil who had deceived them was thrown into the lake of fire and sulfur where the beast and the false prophet were, and they will be tormented day and night forever and ever.

2 Thessalonians 1:9 

They will suffer the punishment of eternal destruction, away from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his might,

  

John 5:28 Do not marvel at this, for an hour is coming when all who are in the tombs will hear his voice

John 3:16“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

Mark 9:43 And if your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life crippled than with two hands to go to hell, to the unquenchable fire.

Revelation 20:14 Then Death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire.

Revelation 20:1-15 Then I saw an angel coming down from heaven, holding in his hand the key to the bottomless pit and a great chain. And he seized the dragon, that ancient serpent, who is the devil and Satan, and bound him for a thousand years, and threw him into the pit, and shut it and sealed it over him, so that he might not deceive the nations any longer, until the thousand years were ended. After that he must be released for a little while. 

Then I saw thrones and seated on them were those to whom the authority to judge was committed. Also, I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded for the testimony of Jesus and for the word of God, and those who had not worshiped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life and reigned with Christ for a thousand years. The rest of the dead did not come to life until the thousand years were ended. This is the first resurrection. ...

Revelation 19:20 And the beast was captured, and with it the false prophet who in its presence had done the signs by which he deceived those who had received the mark of the beast and those who worshiped its image. These two were thrown alive into the lake of fire that burns with sulfur.

Revelation 14:10 He also will drink the wine of God's wrath, poured full strength into the cup of his anger, and he will be tormented with fire and sulfur in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb.

2 Peter 2:4 For if God did not spare angels when they sinned, but cast them into hell and committed them to chains of gloomy darkness to be kept until the judgment;

John 3:36 Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him.

Luke 16:19-31 “There was a rich man who was clothed in purple and fine linen and who feasted sumptuously every day. And at his gate was laid a poor man named Lazarus, covered with sores, who desired to be fed with what fell from the rich man's table. Moreover, even the dogs came and licked his sores. The poor man died and was carried by the angels to Abraham's side. The rich man also died and was buried, and in Hades, being in torment, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side. ...

Matthew 25:46 And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Daniel 12:2 And many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.

Jude 1:7 Just as Sodom and Gomorrah and the surrounding cities, which likewise indulged in sexual immorality and pursued unnatural desire, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire.

Hebrews 9:27 And just as it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgment,

John 14:1-31 “Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. And you know the way to where I am going.” Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” ...

Mark 9:48 where their worm does not die and the fire is not quenched.’

Matthew 23:33 You serpents, you brood of vipers, how are you to escape being sentenced to hell?

Matthew 13:50 And throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Matthew 5:22 But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother will be liable to judgment; whoever insults his brother will be liable to the council; and whoever says, ‘You fool!’ will be liable to the hell of fire.

Revelation 20:15 And if anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.

Revelation 1:18 And the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of Death and Hades.

2 Peter 3:9 The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.

Romans 1:18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth.

John 5:29 And come out, those who have done good to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil to the resurrection of judgment.

Luke 23:43 And he said to him, “Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

Luke 16:23 And in Hades, being in torment, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side.

Luke 16:1-31 He also said to the disciples, “There was a rich man who had a manager, and charges were brought to him that this man was wasting his possessions. And he called him and said to him, 

‘What is this that I hear about you? Turn in the account of your management, for you can no longer be manager.’ 

And the manager said to himself, ‘What shall I do, since my master is taking the management away from me? I am not strong enough to dig, and I am ashamed to beg. I have decided what to do, so that when I am removed from management, people may receive me into their houses.’ So, summoning his master's debtors one by one, he said to the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ ...

Luke 12:5 But I will warn you whom to fear: fear him who, after he has killed, has authority to cast into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him!

Matthew 25:30 And cast the worthless servant into the outer darkness. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

Revelation 21:1 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more.

Revelation 21:1-27 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 

And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. 

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” 

Jude 1:13 Wild waves of the sea, casting up the foam of their own shame; wandering stars, for whom the gloom of utter darkness has been reserved forever.

James 3:6 And the tongue is a fire, a world of unrighteousness. The tongue is set among our members, staining the whole body, setting on fire the entire course of life, and set on fire by hell.

2 Corinthians 5:8 Yes, we are of good courage, and we would rather be away from the body and at home with the Lord.

Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Acts 4:12 And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.”

Luke 10:15 And you, Capernaum, will you be exalted to heaven? You shall be brought down to Hades.

Luke 3:17 His winnowing fork is in his hand, to clear his threshing floor and to gather the wheat into his barn, but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.”

Mark 9:45 And if your foot causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life lame than with two feet to be thrown into hell.

Mark 9:43-45 And if your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life crippled than with two hands to go to hell, to the unquenchable fire. And if your foot causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life lame than with two feet to be thrown into hell.

Matthew 13:41-42 The Son of Man will send his angels, and they will gather out of his kingdom all causes of sin and all lawbreakers and throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Matthew 7:13 ESV / 4 helpful votes 

“Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many.

Revelation 22:1-21 Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb through the middle of the street of the city; also, on either side of the river, the tree of life with its twelve kinds of fruit, yielding its fruit each month. The leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. No longer will there be anything accursed, but the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and his servants will worship him. They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. And night will be no more. They will need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever. ...

Revelation 21:4-8 He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” 

Also, he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” And he said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment. The one who conquers will have this heritage, and I will be his God and he will be my son. But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.