About the Author

 About the Author

Minister Evangelist Crystal Lashelle Lax is a writer, advocate, paralegal, and medical professional whose life story reflects resilience, faith, and unwavering determination. 

She is the Founder and CEO of Jesus Christ Ministry LLC (JCM), 

a faith-based outreach committed to healing, restoration, justice, and empowerment for individuals impacted by trauma, abuse, homelessness, and systemic injustice.

Crystal is a survivor of severe abuse, homelessness, and cruel mistreatment. Rather than allowing her past pain to harden her heart or define her future, she chose healing. 

Through professional counseling, spiritual growth, and intentional self-work, she developed healthy coping skills and discovered the power of journaling and writing as a pathway to emotional release, recovery, and purpose.

Her writing journey began as a form of personal healing and evolved into a calling. 

Crystal entered writing contests and, early in her journey, won a prize that included a luncheon with the legendary John Denver. 

Though unable to attend due to childcare challenges at the time, the recognition affirmed her talent and strengthened her resolve to keep writing despite life’s obstacles.

Today, Crystal has authored over 20 books and counting, published on Barnes & Noble and Amazon, covering faith, resilience, justice, mental wellness, trauma recovery, and inspirational empowerment. 

While she continues to advocate for fair treatment regarding unpaid Amazon royalties, she remains steadfast in her mission to write with truth, courage, and impact.

On September 4, 2025, Crystal experienced an unimaginable loss when her beloved son, Antoine Jermaine Lax, was murdered by gun violence. 

Antoine was shot multiple times in the back and died on the property of InTown Suites, 12010 Kuykendahl Road, Houston, Texas. 

This devastating tragedy deepened Crystal’s commitment to justice, healing, and speaking for those whose voices have been silenced.

Through her ministry, writing, and advocacy, Crystal stands as a voice for the wounded, the overlooked, and the grieving transforming pain into purpose and testimony into transformation. 

Her life and work are living proof that faith, perseverance, and truth can rise from even the darkest chapters.

Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race?

 

 Everyone in life has felt like quitting at some point. You feel like quitting your jobs, marriages, careers, parenting even becomes harder to press through. While believing in Christ Jesus. 

I had this one woman say to me " I'm doubting in my faith.' Bingo, just where the devil wants us to doubt in God.

Look at Eve in the garden of Eden. The devil the serpent got her to doubt in what God commanded her husband Adam and Adam to his wife Eve. "Don't eat from that tree."

The whisper words of doubt questions in her ears, that travel to the brain of mind manipulation thinking. 

Urges soar of emotions in the heart 

to act with a touch of the fruit 

from the forbidden tree.

Doubt is the opposite of our faith. 

Doubt is Satan's playground in our mind and heart.

We can say one thing with our mouths..

Except the heart and mind are out of alignment. 

No agreeing with what you just said. Conflict rhythm between the heart, mouth and mind. 

Like a band off beat. 

Faith is where your mind, emotions and will of action. 

Are in perfect harmony with your spoken word of God.

For Example: I can use my spoken words out of my mouth to say " I love you." 

However, if my mind is not really thinking love for you. 

How can my heart feel for you?

I'm just giving God and others lip service empty useless, waste of time words.

We need to not give GOD lips service words. I say "Gurl, you can miss God with that." " 

He will snob his nose up at you and reject those unacceptable lying words.

The Bible says: Those that come to God, must come to him in spirit and truth.

They encourage you to be real with God and yourself. Crystal what do you mean by this?

I mean, tell God how tired you are, how you don't have the strength for this big blow attack  Such as burying your child before you. 

Give all your hurt, pain, doubts over to God for he loves and cares about you. 

When people of this world, friends and family turn their backs on you.

We got to stay strong, run with hard finish.

Jesus Christ is your prize at the finish line

🔥EMOTIONAL 

They didn’t clap when you ran.
They watched when you fell.
They hoped you wouldn’t get back up.

But God never told you to quit in the middle.

Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? is for the believer 

who’s been pushed, lied on, isolated and still chooses to run.

Your light threatens darkness.
Your race isn’t over.
Your finish line still exists.

📖 Available now on Barnes & Noble
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If the enemy didn’t think you were a threat,
you wouldn’t be under attack.

This book is for anyone running their faith race 

while being misunderstood, blocked, and pushed down.

You were never meant to quit—
you were meant to finish strong.

📖 Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race?
Now on Barnes & Noble

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POWER STATEMENT

Opposition doesn’t mean you’re losing.
It means you’re close to breakthrough.

Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? 

will strengthen your spirit, restore your hope, and remind you why you started.

Your race matters.
Your faith matters.
YOU matter.

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NEW BOOK RELEASED BARNES AND NOBLE E-BOOK NOOK BY AUTHOR CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX

 

CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX -DAVIS SAYS TO KEEP RUNNING YOUR FAITH RACE BOOK NOW AVAILABLE BARNES AND NOBLE E-BOOK NOOK. I WROTE THIS BOOK AS A SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MY SON ANTOINE JERMAINE LAX MURDER ON SEPTEMBER 04, 2025. PEOPLE BEEN HARASSING ME AS IF I MURDERED SOMEONE. THEY TOLD ME. CRYSTAL YOU CAN'T HELP OTHERS UNTIL YOU HELP YOURSELF. MY FAITH IN GOD IS ME HELPING MYSELF. MY WRITING OUT MY PAIN IS MY WAY OF COPING TO HELP MYSELF AND GIVE ENCOURAGEMENT TO OTHERS. A MOTHER WHO LOST HER SON TO MURDER. I HAVE FLYERS CIRCULATED ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA. STOP GUNS VIOLENCE

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FAITH RACE RUN IN GOD KEEPS US STRONG 

Why Quit In The Middle of Your Faith Race 

 

Author: Crystal Lashelle Lax Davis Podcasts Audio 

listen to positive energy words

DON'T LISTEN TO NEGATIVE NARRATIVE 

Negative dark energy flowing words from Satan on your faith race run

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Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? By Minister Crystal Lashelle Lax

 Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race?

By Minister Crystal Lashelle Lax

Have you ever felt like you were running your faith race alone

tired, misunderstood, attacked, and surrounded by people who seemed determined to see you fail?

Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? speaks directly to the believer who has been pushed down but refuses to give up.

This powerful, faith-filled book exposes the unseen spiritual opposition that comes against those who carry God’s light.

It addresses jealousy, false accusations, isolation, and coordinated attacks meant to discourage and stop your progress

yet it does not leave the reader in despair. Instead, it restores strength, hope, and purpose.

Through biblical truth, raw encouragement, prayers, and affirmations,

Minister Crystal Lashelle Lax reminds readers
that opposition is not a sign of failure it is confirmation
that their purpose matters.

Inspired by Jeremiah 29:11, this book reassures believers

that God’s thoughts toward them are peace, not evil,

even when others attempt to sabotage their journey.

This is not just a book it is a lifeline for:

Those who feel spiritually targeted

Those running their race without applause

Those who have fallen and need strength to rise again

Those determined to finish what God started

If you have ever asked yourself,

“Why does it feel so hard when I’m just trying to obey God?”

this book was written for you.

Don’t quit.
Don’t look back.
Don’t surrender your race.

Your faith journey is not over, and your finish line still awaits.

👉 Available now on Barnes & Noble.

When opposition rises, faith must run harder. Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? By: Minister Crystal Lashelle Lax

 When opposition rises, faith must run harder.

Why Quit in the Middle of Your Faith Race? 

is a bold Christian motivational book for believers 

facing spiritual resistance, discouragement, and betrayal yet determined to finish strong.

HOMOSEXUALITY TRUTH.. VERSES LIES.. LET'S GO SATAN AND DEMONS 🦇 I AM HERE TO DEMON SLAY ALL FAKE, FALSE RELIGIOUS LIES 😠 ABOUT YOU BEING BORN LIKE THIS .ALL LIES..BOY SOMEONE TOUCHED YOU IN CHILDHOOD.. WASN'T YOUR FAULT..NOW LET'S GET HEAL WITH CHRIST JESUS

Out of the mouth of Babes

Children are speaking 🗣️ out

The truth on Homosexuality demons.

You a man with a dick, penis. 

Do you have a pussy? 

I have a pussy 100%

Look down there...

What the hell do you see..

A dick...

Let's keep this grown adult reality real...

SATAN is the father of all LIES..

Not 

Minister Evangelist Crystal Lashelle Lax

Hey, Am just the messenger of 

GOD KINGDOM RULES, FORCES AND POLICIES..

God made you a man

Too many men want to escape this Reality 

Get DISRESPECTFUL with people 

who snap them back in their right mind. 

You can feel the psychological emotions 

of a woman 24/7 a week.

Still don't change the REALITY 

that you were born a MAN...

GOD don't make mistakes.

Some boys was violated in their early years. 

It woke up their s3xual response BIOLOGICAL nature.

Early in life, giving you those impulses, urges, yearning and desires.

Someone violated you boys 

with the dark falling angel of "Homosexuality"

This demon 👿 attack children 

To claim their SOULS at a young age 

and keep them from God. 

Seems as if 

this beast attracts men to you

GOD is against such practice. 

The Bible speaks how God OPPOSED it. 

If you keep practicing this LIFESTYLE....

But they ask me"

MINISTER EVANGELIST CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX DAVIS" 

I was born like this from childhood."

Really, so as an infant, newborn baby. 

You knew this?

Or hypothetically speaking 🗣️ 

could it make since. 

Some sick mind person touched 

you earlier in childhood.

Any adult who touch a child. 

Awaken their sexual urges automatically.

Our biological sexual response 

is turned on earlier in our lives 

Girls and boys. 

Why the devil aimed

After US as children...

The devil was trying to destroy 

us at a young age. 

Because of the CALLING on your life 

Even DISTORTED MINDS....

You can hate me until the COWS 

come home...

The TRUTH TELLING is the TRUTH...

I don't sugarcoat the word of GOD...

Too many men and women trap 🪤 

in the devil 

HOMOSEXUAL DUNGEONS of the mind.

With Satan chains ⛓️ shackles...

Jesus Christ came to 

SET THE CAPTIVE FREE 

FROM SATAN HOLD...

These demons been with some 

since childhood...

having girls tendencies or boys..

Turnt out at a young age..

Jesus Christ came to SET FREE 

those who know they feel 

TRAPPED IN PRISON...

Some want the experience 

in being a normal man...

But feel TRAPPED, 

they been following since childhood...

Like a spiritual realm darkness 

WON'T LET YOU GO!!

Like any sickness...

It need proper spiritual healing begins 

And practice being a real man..

One step at a time with counseling...

The devil got them being 

disrespectful toward 100% women 

Who truly has the womb

to birth these boys turn into men...

You don't or not going to 

DOMINATE ME IN THE AUTHORITY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST..

YOUR HOMOSEXUAL DEMONS MUST SUBMIT 

TO THE DOMINION, AUTHORITY, 

FORCES OF THE NAME AND THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST...

Go get your batch of Homosexuality community..if you desire...

One saint of God 

SLAY ONE THOUSANDS DEMON 👿 👿 ARMY ..

I DON'T FEAR SATAN OR HOMOSEXUAL DEMONS.. 

HOLDING PEOPLE UNLAWFUL IN SATAN PRISONS..

If anyone who believes that 

GOD SENT ME 

To 

SPREAD GOD GOSPEL NEWS 📰 🗞️ 

NOT GOSSIPING 

SET CAPTIVE FREE 

FROM SATAN STRONGHOLDS 

KEEP THE P.O.W PRISONERS OF WAR

REMEMBER WE AREN'T FIGHTING FLESHLY HUMANS 

WE'RE FIGHTING SPIRITUAL INVISIBLE BATTLE.. GOOD VS EVIL

WE BEEN COMMISSION TO GO TO EARTH HELP RESCUE 🛟 SAVE GODS CHILDREN 

SOME ARE SPECIAL SPIRITUAL TRAINED

TO COMBAT DEMONS DARK FALLEN ANGELS.  .

DEMONS SLAYERS FOR JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY 

Through the WORD OF GOD .

You come to me.. 

I won't FORCE MYSELF ON YOU.

Like someone FORCED THEMSELVES 

on us as children..

Not even 

JESUS CHRIST FORCE SALVATION 

TO ACCEPT HIM AS YOUR LORD AND PERSON SAVIOR..

I AM A SOUL WINNER FOR CHRIST JESUS..

DEMON SLAYER FOR GOD KINGDOM WORKS...

ANYONE WITH NOT JUST HOMOSEXUAL DEMONS 🦇 👿 

Others we going PRAY intercede 

against them..

Change your mind into 

CHRIST JESUS THOUGHTS 💭 💬 

NOT 🚫 SATAN MIND THOUGHTS 💬 💭 

The Bible says: Be transform by the renewal of your mind. 

But HOW you ask me🤔😕 

You renew, reprogram your mind 

through reading GOD WORD..

THE HOLY BIBLE SCRIPTURE 

You been a PRISON OF WAR 

in Satan DUNGEON.

Now you No longer P.O.W 

on the devil camp...

GOD SAVED YOU ..

WHEN YOU ASK JESUS CHRIST 

TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND BE YOUR LORD AND PERSONAL SAVIOR..

YOU WHO GOD ASSIGNED AS MY FOLD SOUL 🙏 

TO LOOK OVER AND MINISTER 

TO THEIR SOULS WITH GOD'S WORDS .

WILL SEEK ME.. THEY'RE AUTOMATICALLY DRAWN TO ME .

I'M JUST NOT USE TOO..

PEOPLE BEING AROUND ME..

BEING DRAWN TO ME BECAUSE 

THEY HURTING INSIDE...

JESUS CHRIST DESIRE 

TO SET FREE PEOPLE...

JESUS CHRIST CAME 

TO MEND BROKE HEARTS 

JESUS CHRIST CAME HEAL & CAST OUT PRAY 🙏 AGAINST DEMONS 

ANYONE DESIRE THE GOOD NEWS OF JESUS CHRIST 

LOOK ME UP..

MINISTER EVANGELIST CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX DAVIS 

FOUNDER OF JCM JESUS CHRIST MINISTRY LLC 

JCM HOMELESS STREET OUTREACH...

NEW 3 YEAR MINISTRY FOR JESUS CHRIST SOUL WINNING 🙏 

I HAVE NO ONE WANT 

TO STAY LOYAL FOLLOWERS SUPPORTER PEOPLE 

DON'T WANNA HELP ME EXPAND 

STRETCH THE MINISTRY GLOBAL WORLD WIDE ...

WITH LOVE....

I WRITE BOOKS ON BARNES AND NOBLE 

IF YOU WANT SPIRITUAL MEDICINE 💊 

YOU LOOK ME UP IN GOD DIRECTORY 

NO FAKE ALLOWED..IN GOD KINGDOM 

DISTORTED MINDS OF THINKING 

I RELEASE THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST AUTHORITY AGAINST ALL GAY GROUP ATTEMPTS TO COME UP AGAINST ME. 

I RELEASE GOD HEAVENLY HOLY FORCES ARMY ANGELS MICHAEL 

AGAINST DARK FALLEN ANGELS THAT WORK THROUGH EARTH HUMANS BODY'S.

SATAN STOP PLAYING WITH ME..

I DON'T FEAR YOU

DON'T PLAY WITH ME IN THE AUTHORITY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST

I AM COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST 

GIFTED WITH THE ANOINTING OF THE HOLY FORCES SPIRIT...

COME ON ... KEEP COMING FOR ME..

GOD HOLY MIGHTY HIGHER POWERFUL FORCE

 IN HIGHER SPIRITUAL INVISIBLE REALM FIGHT HARDER AND GREATER...

SATAN ALREADY DEFEATED...LOL 😂