Sometimes life is very hard
Some experience terrible
●childhood abuse
●abandonment issues
●emotional
●mental abuse
●sexual abuse
But those who wait upon
the Lord
You shall mount up
with wings of eagles.
I was telling
my son Antoine Lax
He helped me
I felt like giving up on writing
●No books selling
I'm getting tired of being
That older woman
Everyone doesn't
take seriously
My ministry walk πΆ♂️
I'm tired of being fat shame
Because of a group of people
has fat phobia problems
Reflect their weight conscious on me
I use to be bulimia
I promise I won't every
Do this to myself
just to please others.
●I have congestive Heart failure
Afib heart flutters
●Overcame two strokes
Why these evil π people
Has me all over the internet
●How is this Jesus Christ Ministry
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I don't bother
no one in Pahrump Nevada
Majority town of white
and Hispanics
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Myself and daughter Dominique Lax
Ongoing harassment
for 8 months of non
stop nonsense
Like mean cops are telling
these people to harass me
I live on the land
I paid for with my money
I have to pay property tax
Yet haven't been able
to truly
Enjoy the land I bought
Code enforcement telling
me we can't live in the RV
on our land private property
In the middle of the night
Loud sound near our land
I feel childish
and deliberately
wrongful evil acts
I was homeless on skid row
I have congestive Heart failure AFib
Take Solatol heart medication
Just to function
Keep the Afibs Heart flutters
From flaring up
This outside stress-related
Immaturity
I do not need this one me
My kids still want
their mom around
I'm a grandmother of 10
I've been through so much
Already in my life
Why did pick me to target
For their racist Majority rule abuse
●Abuse is abuse
even if it social media abuse
●fat shamers abuse
It doesn't make it right
●Fat phobia biases opinions
●Don't make it the law
to harass and stalk fat people
●Fat shamers criminal crimes against fat people
●Need jail time
Disrespect me at 57 years old.
I've Overcame
●Childhood abuse
●Physical abuse by my schizophrenia mom
●Sexual abuse at 12
●pregnant in eighth grade
●Blood aunt husband violated me sexual
●In and Out foster care system
●Been in jail
●Homeless on skid row in Los Angeles California
●Single working parent of four.
● Help daughters with their children another 16 years of my life.
●4 stomach surgery
●Hysterectomy
●2 bowel obstruction surgery stitches came out had to go back into surgery
●Hernia Mesh
●2 Strokes
●Blood Clots on brain
●Left side limp from stroke
●Slurring my words. Couldn't talk.
●God restored my speech
● Face muscle left side, eyes droopy.
●Watch YouTube channel to gain my smile back
●God restored my smile and eyes no longer droopy
●Left foot fracture in a wheelchair after being in Las Vegas Rehabilitation Center
● Redwood City California kept me cruelly outside to sleep on buses
●No one wanted to help me
●The fat woman in the wheelchair with heart problems
●Homeless network gave me young universities kids
●Who could've give a dang about old black woman in wheelchair
My heart condition got worst
●Some of the young people was laughing about it
●Video recording me while having heart episodes
●I got Covid and upper respiratory infection
●With section voucher in my hand for 2200 to 2700
● None of the young case workers wanted
●To help me find stable housing
● In temperatures 20 below
I had to sleep on public buses
At the airport, bus station on trains
● Being more of the young old people freak old black fat woman show for their entertainment purposes
● Always offering me shelter that was full during winter months
● I had no where to go but on public buses with cameras.
To back up my words and medical records.
●Back to back hospital for something
● Nurse says I have severe arthritis in left knees
● Use walker to help keep my balance and walk
● Surgery on heart for SVT faster than usual heart beat
●Ablation heart surgery
● Currently has Congestive heart failure AFib heart flutters bad
●Feels like every episode burn a vessel out
●I get weak, tired with pain
●Have to take Solatol heart medication
to stay alive and function
Why would people do my children mother like this
I worked 21 years as a CNA
Certified Nurse Assistant in nursing homes, hospitals and home
I've never mistreat other people mother or family members
I was only trying
to help others
I was still call ngger
●Why the fat shamers abuse
I'm too old
to impress the world at 57
Now, I'm just bless
to be alive in a fat curvy body
I need more of God’s strength
He the only one got me
through all this and more
I haven't shared
Fat shamers harassment
bought on a lot of my sickness
Their discrimination biases