Eagles Wings Book 📖 Available On Barnes and Noble Ebook platform If we just wait on the Lord

 Sometimes life is very hard

Some experience terrible 

 ●childhood abuse

 ●abandonment issues

 ●emotional

●mental abuse 

●sexual abuse

But those who wait upon

the Lord

You shall mount up 

with wings of eagles.

I was telling 

my son Antoine Lax

He helped me

I felt like giving up on writing 

●No books selling 

I'm getting tired of being

That older woman 

Everyone doesn't 

take seriously 

My ministry walk 🚶‍♂️ 

I'm tired of being fat shame

Because of a group of people 

has fat phobia problems 

Reflect their weight conscious on me

I use to be bulimia 

I promise I won't every

Do this to myself 

just to please others.

●I have congestive Heart failure 

Afib heart flutters 

●Overcame two strokes

Why these evil 😈 people 

Has me all over the internet

●How is this Jesus Christ Ministry 

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I don't bother 

no one in Pahrump Nevada 

Majority town of white 

and Hispanics 

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Myself and daughter Dominique Lax 

Ongoing harassment 

for 8 months of non 

stop nonsense

Like mean cops are telling 

these people to harass me

I live on the land 

I paid for with my money

I have to pay property tax

Yet haven't been able 

to truly

Enjoy the land I bought

Code enforcement telling 

me we can't live in the RV 

on our land private property

In the middle of the night

Loud sound near our land

I feel childish 

and deliberately

wrongful evil acts

I was homeless on skid row

I have congestive Heart failure AFib 

Take Solatol heart medication 

Just to function 

Keep the Afibs Heart flutters 

From flaring up

This outside stress-related 

Immaturity

I do not need this one me

My kids still want 

their mom around

I'm a grandmother of 10

I've been through so much

Already in my life

Why did pick me to target

For their racist Majority rule abuse

●Abuse is abuse

even if it social media abuse

●fat shamers abuse

It doesn't make it right

●Fat phobia biases opinions 

●Don't make it the law 

to harass and stalk fat people 

●Fat shamers criminal crimes against fat people 

●Need jail time 

Disrespect me at 57 years old.

I've Overcame 

●Childhood abuse 

●Physical abuse by my schizophrenia mom

●Sexual abuse at 12 

●pregnant in eighth grade 

●Blood aunt husband violated me sexual 

●In and Out foster care system 

●Been in jail

●Homeless on skid row in Los Angeles California 

●Single working parent of four.

● Help daughters with their children another 16 years of my life.

●4 stomach surgery 

●Hysterectomy 

●2 bowel obstruction surgery stitches came out had to go back into surgery

●Hernia Mesh

●2 Strokes

●Blood Clots on brain

●Left side limp from stroke

●Slurring my words. Couldn't talk.

●God restored my speech

● Face muscle left side, eyes droopy. 

●Watch YouTube channel to gain my smile back

●God restored my smile and eyes no longer droopy 

●Left foot fracture in a wheelchair after being in Las Vegas Rehabilitation Center

● Redwood City California kept me cruelly outside to sleep on buses

●No one wanted to help me

●The fat woman in the wheelchair with heart problems 

●Homeless network gave me young universities kids

●Who could've give a dang about old black woman in wheelchair 

My heart condition got worst

●Some of the young people was laughing about it

●Video recording me while having heart episodes 

●I got Covid and upper respiratory infection 

●With section voucher in my hand for 2200 to 2700

● None of the young case workers wanted 

●To help me find stable housing 

● In temperatures 20 below

I had to sleep on public buses

At the airport, bus station on trains

● Being more of the young old people freak old black fat woman show for their entertainment purposes 

● Always offering me shelter that was full during winter months

● I had no where to go but on public buses with cameras. 

To back up my words and medical records. 

●Back to back hospital for something

● Nurse says I have severe arthritis in left knees

● Use walker to help keep my balance and walk

● Surgery on heart for SVT faster than usual heart beat

●Ablation heart surgery

● Currently has Congestive heart failure AFib heart flutters bad

●Feels like every episode burn a vessel out 

●I get weak, tired with pain

●Have to take Solatol heart medication 

to stay alive and function  

Why would people do my children mother like this

I worked 21 years as a CNA

Certified Nurse Assistant in nursing homes, hospitals and home

I've never mistreat other people mother or family members 

I was only trying 

to help others

I was still call ngger

●Why the fat shamers abuse 

I'm too old 

to impress the world at 57

Now, I'm just bless 

to be alive in a fat curvy body

I need more of God’s strength 

He the only one got me 

through all this and more

I haven't shared 

Fat shamers harassment 

bought on a lot of my sickness

Their discrimination biases