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STRUGGLE IN THE FLAME OF DESPAIR: Rising from the Ashes of Pain and Despair

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This book is not about pity. It is about perseverance.

It is proof that despair does not get the final word.

Faith does. I did not escape the fire unchanged.

The flames took names, took dreams, took the version of me

that believed suffering was brief.

But they did not take my breath.

They did not take my will

to stand in the smoke and call myself alive.

I am what remains after despair has spoken.

Scarred, yes but still burning.

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                      Why quit just because other people think you should?

I had so many oppositions in my early even current life experience here on earth.

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dedicated to my son Antoine Jermaine Lax murdered by racial declined white man

Jeremy Davidson mentioned in this book.

You see everything that has happened in my life.

I should come across as mean, bitter, distant from people.

Instead, I shift my negative experience in this life into my own positive words of courageousness.

Not only to help myself but other that feel like I'd felt.

throwing in the towel, giving up, quitting on myself.

Think God speak and tell me, "Why quit Crystal"? "You right in the middle of your faith race".

Listen, my opposition enemies been attempting to block every form of finance blessing for me.

knowing all my medical complications and surgeries I've shared with other.

They want me to die broke, sick and homeless at age 59 years old.

I write books again because I've learned their manipulation pattern to influence others 

why they shouldn't support my effort as a disabled woman attempt 

to bring income in for herself instead of depending on the government for the remaining years of my life.

Some of these young people trying to play little cyber hacking gods in my life. 

How selfish are this entitled generation?

want to block an older black woman who life was filled with already hardship since childhood 

and for their cyber social media need to entertain others at me and my family expense of financial struggles and hardship.

They want to disrespect and honor me all what I've already came through this is the dishonor 

they team up against me to bring around me and my family as think their behavioral is justifiable.

How?

These young people got their whole young life ahead of them.

I'm 59 years old, no telling when I may die and this is how they desire people to remember this black woman as.

As if I don't leave behind no legacy, no helping others, no goals was every achieved and so on....

So, for 59 years according to their logical, dumb brain.

I learnt nothing?

I don't have no wisdom?

I raised children alone and grandchildren yet, I don't know nothing?

Is this what they want the people on this earth to believe?

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