WHEN YOUR OWN BACK-SLIDING SELF-DESTRUCTION WAYS BLOCK YOUR LOVE FOR GOD! MINISTER CRYSTAL LASHELLE LAX MESSAGE

 LET GOD BE YOUR HEALER DOCTOR FOR THOSE HOLES IN YOUR MEAN SOUL

Call a zebra for what a zebra is. A dang zebra who stripes never change. Call Satan & demonic demons, unclean evil and wicked spirits for what they are. Evil spiritual beings that want nothing but to steal, kill and destroy humans. 

John 10:10

New International Version

10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.

NOW WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO BE SAVED BY GOD TODAY?

Oh, you going wait one day to be saved. Truth be told, not even the full 24 hours in one is guarantee. 

You can die anytime. 

Here's the thing tho. 

WHERE WILL YOUR SOUL GO? 

WHO WILL HAVE CONTROL OVER IT WHEN YOU DIE? 

You people ask me about LIFE Insurance being all up in my business. 

All in my kool-laid and don't know the flavor. 

Anywho. 

Instead worry about me. They need to worry about have some long-term ETERNAL LIFE INSURANCE POLICY contract 

They love being in good hands with ALL-STATE INSURANCE

They need be in good hands with GOD-ALL ETERNAL LIFE INSURANCE POLICY

People want to take their hurt and pain out on innocent people. All that garbage hurt people hurt other people. 

Not if JESUS CHRIST IS YOUR HEALER. WHY ARE YOU HURTING?

MY HURT & PAIN MANY OVER MY YEARS BUT WHO WAS MURDER BY ME?

I just lost my baby son to a white angry man shot him multiple time in his back 

trying to enter his hotel room. 

Antoine Jermaine Lax died at 6:03 A.M. on September 04, 2025. 

 

ANTOINE JUST EARNED HIS ASSOCIATE DEGREE IN PSYCHOLOGY 

HE WAS GOING FOR HIS BACHELOR IN SOCIALOGY 

FIRST TO GET DEGREE IN THE FAMILY

Antoine didn't have a chance to defend himself or call for help. 

Jeremy Davidson and my son only couple years apart in age. 

This only been five months ago, I been mistreated as the murder victim mom 

as if I murder someone family members. 

Now here's the question. I am still grieving, and NO ONE CAN CONTROL THE PROCESS OF A GRIEVING MOTHER

shall I take my hurt and pain of my lost out on innocent people or just give it to 

MY GREAT HEALER?

I GAVE IT OVER TO GOD. 

WROTE BOOKS IN HONOR AND DEDICATION TO MY SON. 

 

ALL 3 BOOKS CAN FROM A MOM PAIN & HURT

I HONOR MY SON KNOWING THAT ANTOINE LIFE WAS NEVER LIVED IN VAIN. 

HE HELPED AND ENCOURAGE A LOT OF PEOPLE ON HIS TIK TOK FAMILY PAGE. 

HE WILL BE MISSED ALWAYS.

THAT BEING SAID. WHAT DO YOUR DO FOR YOUR OWN PAINFUL HURT?

When your own self-destruction ways hinder your relationship with God. 

Then you turn around have the audacity 

to get mad at God because of your own ways.

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STOP THE BLAMING GOD & OTHERS FOR YOUR SINS 

BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR WHAT YOU CHOSE TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE

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Your ways aren't in alignment with God. 

You have to go seek him humble yourself before him.

Remember, God never left you. 

You turned your back away from God. 

For your accountability drug and alcohol problems not CRYSTAL. 

Some people love to reflect their anger and pain off on CRYSTAL. 

God didn't make me to be people PUNCHING BAG.

He created me to soothe they SOUL with the WORD OF GOD!

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You played the role of adulteress wife or husband.

You slid back into the world that was trying to destroy before your found God.

Your first love saved you and you turn back into the world.

So, stop blaming God because you won't get nowhere doing this.

HERE'S YOOUR HOLY GHOST PRESCRIPTION FOR YOUR BACK-SLIDING SICKNESS.

FOLLOW GOD INSTRUCTION BE OBEDIENCE TO HIS ORDER!

2 Chronicles 7:14

King James Version

14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, 

and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways. 

then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

It's up to you to repair your marriage back with GOD. 

If you do your part.

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What did God your husband say he will do?

See you went back into the world, once your husband adorned you with the finest things.

You went back to drinking, men & women in this world. 

You astray from God. 

Stop paying your required tithes and offering to God. 

You gave God tithe money over to the devil kingdom for your now 

worsen drug problems addiction, 

to fornications with prostitute's whores, 

to gamble his money away, 

to murder for hire money. 

You see money is only energy, it in itself isn't evil. It's the evil hands it falls into. 

What that person does with the money.

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You went astray to worship other little gods that don't do nothing for you. 

A statue you pray to with fat belly staring crazified on your coffee table. 

Or the snake woman statue.  

You get up worship the Grand Dragon hate words 

instead of looking to God for his words ONLY.

You left God for your husbands &, wives he gave to you.

the children he blesses you with 

All became a little god you worshipped instead of the BIG GOD who created you. 

REPAIR YOUR OWN MARRIAGE WITH GOD YOU BACK-SLIDERS

Jeremiah 3:14-16 King James Version

14 Turn, O backsliding children, saith the Lord; for I am married unto you: 

and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:

15 And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, 

which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.

16 And it shall come to pass, when ye be multiplied and increased in the land, in those days, saith the Lord, they shall say no more, The ark of the covenant of the Lord: neither shall it come to mind: neither shall they remember it; neither shall they visit it; neither shall that be done any more.

***************************************************************************************************Remember, God remained faithful to you. 

You the one went astray and played the role of the harlot like the Israelite's.

Hosea 4:15-19

King James Version

15 Though thou, Israel, play the harlot, yet let not Judah offend; and come not ye unto Gilgal, neither go ye up to Bethaven, nor swear, The Lord liveth.

16 For Israel slideth back as a backsliding heifer: now the Lord will feed them as a lamb in a large place.